[ That was certainly one way to look at things. No rules applied in this place, no stigma and no consequence to follow him home.
And yet. He can’t quite believe it. It seems strange he is the one here from his home, unless it is a punishment. Or perhaps it is entirely random.
Regardless, he does not think one night’s actions will doom him any worse than he is. It’s a calculation he’s made many times before, as much comfort as he has ever dared to take.
And gods he wants it right now. He moans against Sylvain’s touch and the easy way the other man commands the situation. It’s so easy to lean into the way he chases a kiss with a kiss. But it’s the forceful protectiveness in those words that makes him stagger. Was he so easy to read? Was this some sort of trick he was too foolish and eager to see through? ]
Why are you so invested in my happiness?
[ He only just clamps off the follow up. I don’t deserve it. ]
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And yet. He can’t quite believe it. It seems strange he is the one here from his home, unless it is a punishment. Or perhaps it is entirely random.
Regardless, he does not think one night’s actions will doom him any worse than he is. It’s a calculation he’s made many times before, as much comfort as he has ever dared to take.
And gods he wants it right now. He moans against Sylvain’s touch and the easy way the other man commands the situation. It’s so easy to lean into the way he chases a kiss with a kiss. But it’s the forceful protectiveness in those words that makes him stagger. Was he so easy to read? Was this some sort of trick he was too foolish and eager to see through? ]
Why are you so invested in my happiness?
[ He only just clamps off the follow up. I don’t deserve it. ]