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[personal profile] massochism 2023-12-25 05:28 am (UTC)(link)
[soft, certainly... but if Olivine knew he was seen as confident, he would probably laugh at his own expense. sure, he's come leaps and bounds from where he was, but he's still a person who masks his pain behind helping others.

of course, he'd also be relieved to be someone Basch feels some sense of calm with.]


That sounds like a wonderful plan. I could use something a little less... awkward to wear, myself. [he smiles broadly then, at the thought of the fireplaces.] And if we're lucky, perhaps they'll have some cocoa to enjoy while we sit. It was always one of my favourite things about the holidays, spending time around the fires, drinking sweet drinks and watching the children open gifts.

[he is just too soft, sometimes. but now he can step away from the mirror, its terrible omens all but forgotten, and stand proudly with his new conversation partner.]

Shall we, then?
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[personal profile] massochism 2023-12-25 06:29 pm (UTC)(link)
Haha, certainly not! Sorry, I just got caught up in memory.

[His horror when he realises how young people can be... will be its own thing. Until then, he walks with Basch, just piping up whenever he thinks of something or the other man speaks in turn. After all, he figures that keeping the man's attention on something other than the plainly awkward shirts they have to wear should be... at least a little helpful.

He's almost reluctant to leave Basch on his own to find clothes, but of course that's silly. The man can clearly handle himself, and... well, they're both looking for very different things. Olivine can already feel himself getting antsy with his gemstone brushing his shirt, after all.

Finding something that looks good together is actually his difficulty, though Olivine isn't so picky as to struggle too much. He has a few vouchers and such, so it's easy to pick up a few options (that will inevitably be too tight in the chest, because honestly how is he built this way) and had toward the changing rooms with.

... hearing his name is a little surprising.]


Is everything alright, Basch?

[It takes a moment to find the right stall, and he waits for an answer even after, before he'll go to slip inside at all. Privacy and all, even in the face of those holes. He's curious, but the blond's comfort comes first.]
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[personal profile] massochism 2023-12-26 02:19 am (UTC)(link)
[Basch... somehow, that sounds even more concerning. Probably because he should have clothes in there, shouldn't he?]

... did something happen to the other clothes? [was it to do with the holes?] Ah—sorry, I'll see what I can find. I have some shirts you can try, but I don't think the trousers would fit you.

[they're both remarkably built, but Olivine's body slims down around the waist. In any case, he starts by at least holding out one of the shirts, simple but... definitely short. It won't cover Olivine's stomach, and that's kind of the point.]
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[personal profile] massochism 2023-12-26 04:54 am (UTC)(link)
[It's concerning, of course. The defeated noise says something about it, and his brows furrow lightly at his distress.]

Right, I'll—

[He's cut off with an undignified yelp as a collar wraps itself around his throat, looking for someone nearby in the instant before the leash itself just pulls him into the changing room. It's not the leash or the fact that it's in Basch's hand that catches his attention, but the outfit he's been unfortunately stuffed into.

Unfortunate for Basch, that is; Olivine's eyes drift over him as politely as they can, and it takes a moment of control to prevent himself from saying anything about how he looks (which is fantastic, honestly). He himself is dressed in another of those cropped shirts, the muscle of his abs on display as much as the pretty green gem attached to his navel. His pants are maybe a little tight too, certainly fitted nicely.]


I... don't think there was anyone around... [Olivine is apologetic, brows furrowing further. He's ignoring his own flushed cheeks now.] We may need to grab something on the way out for you. Ah—not that this looks bad on you, but I assume something made it change.

[There is no doubt in his mind that someone like Basch didn't choose something like this, then got it all the way on before realising.]
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[personal profile] massochism 2023-12-28 10:46 am (UTC)(link)
It's alright—

[Basch steps closer and this time, Olivine has to pause and take in a breath. he's doing better than the blond, sure, but that doesn't mean everything is just perfect. the collar feels comfortable around his neck, after all, and his eyes close briefly at the scrabble of fingers, careful but not terribly delicate.

he only just manages to hide his shiver when they reach the realisation that the leash just... won't let him give it away.]


It's alright. I... don't dislike the feeling that much. If it would help, I can walk first so you don't have to worry about being so exposed.

[either way, they make it out to the cashier, and Olivine murmurs a soft thanks to them for the confirmation. at least they're done here, and the leash itself will likely let Basch go if he does seem completely unwilling (which probably says something that it's still holding on tight).]

Right... should we go to the rooms? I... don't mind somewhere else, but those would be the most private, of course. [he's finding it a little harder to keep Basch's own intricacies in mind when having a leash makes him want, makes him think about what it would feel like if he was a little less gentle, if he pulled just so.]
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[personal profile] massochism 2023-12-29 03:35 pm (UTC)(link)
[for a moment, Olivine can only smile, reaching to take Basch's free hand in his own in a moment of reassurance.]

Just breathe. No one will be looking too hard at you, Basch. I'll make sure of it.

[it's perhaps a strange thing to say, an offering to make... but Olivine is into this. he's into the idea of being noticed, of being coveted just outside of someone else's reach. it's even easier here, where no one really knows who or what he is.

he's not exaggerating to say no one is going to be paying attention to Basch's face, either, or anything else that would immediately ID him. sure, he's not openly out in a mess of straps and clasps, but people are always more interested in the show, the gossip of it.

... in any case, the going is easy until it's absolutely not, and a moment of confusion sees them both pulling in opposite directions, leash going taut and tugging Olivine along both in response and out of necessity to not trip someone else. it could be forgiven if Basch didn't hear the absolutely lascivious noise it rips out of the priest, catching the ear (and eyes) of a few passersby.

not so long ago, it would have made him want to die. to just wither away into the dark never to be seen again, even in this crowd of strangers. it's really because of that that he can understand Basch's own hesitation, and it would have probably stamped out his embarrassment even were it still stronger. the blond steps in to him, and in turn Olivine's gaze tilts up just the slightest bit.]


... I'm fine. [softly, and as eyes wander his body, utterly unaware that Basch finds it even the slightest bit salacious, he can't help it. he promised, after all, and so he reaches up to gently cradle the blond's jaw, eyes closing briefly. then, a little louder:] You're my master, and I should be able to follow you anywhere. Please forgive me, but I can't help but like it when you make it hard on me. It reminds me that you're not looking at anyone else.

[the words are... only half improvised. it's easy to speak from the depths of what he's been thinking for the last—God, however long it's been since they'd stepped out of the baths. moreover, when he presses in close enough that their chests press together, bulky arms cover his face when he leans in to whisper, with a little more kindness and honesty:]

You won't hurt me, Basch. I've... been hoping you would pull a little since we left the store. I'll take whatever you're willing to give.

[it's going to be a lot to take in all at once, but while they're here in public, things happen fast. just like him stepping back to bow down, ever the picture of a penitent man.

he just... hopes it isn't too much all at once. he'd meant to take it a little slower, at least until they were properly in private.]
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[personal profile] massochism 2023-12-30 04:54 pm (UTC)(link)
[it had been a gambit, in part, to get Basch to focus on everyone else. to draw his thoughts in close, closer, until the world falls away—a tactic Eiden has used on him to great success too. he's certainly learned from every encounter they've had. he's also glad it works, even if he regrets having to cause more embarrassment, more shame.

they'll talk about it later, when they're not in public anymore. shame isn't something he deserves, and while he's sure that conversation won't go yet, he can at least offer him some comfort in private. hopefully.]


Yes, master. I will try to match your pace.

[in some way, it's a reciprocal thing, hearkening back to the letters etched in fog on glass. Olivine technically less so than Basch, but in ignoring his plain discomforts, there's something a little dehumanising in the moment.

before Basch begins moving, Olivine shifts to gently wrap some of the length of the lead around his hand, shortening the length. a reminder, a promise. that this is what he wants, what he's agreed to. shortening the leash only means it's easier to get little tugs in, even though the priest can more or less keep up.

he'll find no pain or discomfort in his voice though—quite the opposite. and though Olivine's heart pounds at the sensation of gazes on him, hungry and wanting, that too is not displeasure. he likes it. really likes it, in fact. being seen is usually such a fear, but no one knows him. no one is looking at a priest of Klein, just a young man in a leash, dutifully following his "master."]


... do you want to show them, Master?

[the sensation of anger is perhaps too real, and Olivine almost slips back into soothing. it's difficult to ask it as a question, rather than to reassure him that he's allowed to do it, that Olivine wants it. he's stepped up next to the taller man where he's paused, fingers subtly finding their way to cling to Basch's shirt to hopefully soothe.]

They can't have me, no matter how desperately they try. I know you'll protect me. But if you want to make them see, I trust you with all of me.

[he is... a pretty decent actor, really; all that idol training definitely paid off. it's not helping with dissuading the eyes on him, but that wasn't what he was trying to do anyway.]
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[personal profile] massochism 2024-01-02 06:41 pm (UTC)(link)
[something is off, and it reminds Olivine of essence fluctuations. Not the same, of course—if it was, it would be affecting him just as strongly, wouldn't it? But then... maybe he is more affected than not.

It's a belated occurrence, even after their long talk, that this is... fairly unlike him. He'd chalk it up to Eiden's influence in a pinch, but who really knows?

Basch—shifts, his eyes turning to the surroundings before he speaks. Accepts the offer, to Olivine's surprise.

come, he says, and Olivine gives another soft moan when the lead tugs at his neck. Legs press into motion and he keeps up as best he can, gently squeezing a hand in reassurance when he stops to swat a bystander's hand away. There, it's alright... this time he doesn't soothe with words, just follows the short pathway to the seats at the end. At least he seems close enough to prevent others from grabbing for him again. Soon, there's the added warmth from the fire crackling,]
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[personal profile] massochism 2024-01-05 02:37 am (UTC)(link)
[Oh, Olivine practically melts when Basch captures his mouth, lead pulled tight and a hand at his ass. Lashes flutter and droop, and it's a miracle his eyes don't close.

They're sure to have an audience, by now. Olivine is both thrilled and terrified, and so—he keeps his focus ahead, on the blonde in front of him. Softly, without a hint of that aggression, he asks how to make this good for him, and Olivine chuckles softly, tongue flicking across Basch's lips.]


Just focus on how you'd like this to be done to you. [He cradles the other's jaw then.] ... I'll try to point you to what I want, but you won't hurt me no matter how rough you are. If it goes too far... I'll say a word. Let's go with... "seahorse." Okay? If you hear that, then you stop.

So please don't hesitate to hurt me a little. Pull my hair, bite me, bruise me. I'm still in control. You're doing what I want. Don't stop unless you hear that word.

[He is, after all. With a safe word in place, that's even more true; it implies the idea that if Olivine doesn't say that word, he's expressly consenting to whatever happens. ]
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[personal profile] massochism 2024-01-08 04:19 am (UTC)(link)
[Basch may never know just how deeply depraved Olivine is, but that's fine. not everyone needs to, after all.]

Yes, master.

[Olivine exhales it as a soft, pleasant sigh; he doesn't know why the game chose to do what it did, but he's certainly not displeased with it. warm fingers find the edge of Basch's shirt, curling there to start pulling it up—an act that pauses when teeth press down against his neck. Ah...

he's not hard to read, by any means. the pressure sees him pressing in closer, a soft whine of a moan escaping parted lips. not long enough, probably to satisfy Olivine—but that's what teases are for, aren't they. the priest has a job to do, and right now that job is dutifully working Basch's shirt off, his gaze falling shyly, hungrily, on the harness still left underneath.]


Please don't tease me so, master...♥

[there is not a single word in the sentence that makes it sound the slightest bit earnest, at least, nor does Olivine's expression suggest he's the least bit bothered. it's the first time, in fact, that he's been able to make up a reason to pause but not... push himself to do so, to let himself descend into true debauchery for once. are people looking? they must be, he's sure, and the idea only excites him more.]
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[personal profile] massochism 2024-01-11 05:02 am (UTC)(link)
[He's losing a lot more of his sense than Olivine wants to admit, every time Basch speaks. It's the growling, the surety of it... for a moment, he almost forgets how awkward Basch had been.]

Ah... haah... mnngh—!

[a pull of hair and Olivine squirms, every inch of him practically on fire. His lips part for soft, panting breaths, fondness in his pleasure-dulled gaze.]

My... haah... my apologies...

[heat pools deeper as his fingers stall, lost for a moment in the sensation—but then Basch bites down on his neck, harder still, and he could swoon if he wasn't still aware.]

Nngh! I do... I do. [panting, his hands lose their gentleness, pulling abruptly and impatiently at fabric until it's out of the way.] Please give me more. ♡

[He's already so hard under everything he's wearing, and as he finishes stripping away Basch's clothing he leans in a bit more.]

How much can I take off of mine...? I don't how which sounds best... there are so many options to show off for you... hehe. I can't pull off my shirt, but I'll do anything else you want me to...
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[personal profile] massochism 2024-01-13 12:46 am (UTC)(link)
[if he's honest, Olivine has half-forgotten this is an act. not the fact that Basch is handling him this way—distantly, he hasn't forgotten their words or the fact that he needs to keep some sense of control here (insomuch as he's enjoying having "none," as is his wont), but the actual act...

well, it heats him up more than the blond could really know.]


Ah—I'll... mmh...

[lids lilt downward as Basch pulls him closer, lips meeting in sweet comfort first, a reminder. Olivine is definitely deeply buried in the moment, all the pleasure of it threatening to strip him of sense here and there... but even as teeth connect with the soft flesh of his lip, as a tongue dives between them to meet his own, he manages to keep hold of a thread of it.

it's just for Basch, probably. he certainly doesn't need it. a hand palms him and the priest rises up into it, sighing into his partner's lips, only to jolt and yelp sweetly at the smack of his ass. fuck.

shuddering, he ignores the aching squeeze of his body to focus on the task. what he's been asked. what Basch needs, really.]


Haah... haaaah... should I tell you... how needy I am? [his arms skim up over the other's shoulders, still trembling with want. usually, it would take a little longer to break this way, he supposes... but it's necessary, and he wants to. his voice drops to a heady whisper, something kept strictly between them, unworthy of anyone else.] Would that be enough?

How I keep thinking about being pressed—face first into the furniture, squirming while you work me open on your fingers...? [face-first is a soft little concession for himself, granted. being seen is... God, it's enough to get him off, but he's still not sure how he feels about the actual idea of feeling it, at least with a bunch of onlookers.] My arms held behind my back, unable to do anything but beg you to fill me. And when you do, to feel it so deep, hotter than my skin with every slap... ah.

[ah. just thinking about it has him squirming again, an excellent sign really.]

I want so many things... nngh... but these people aren't worthy of seeing them all.

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