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Have you ever dreamed of being wooed by a knight in shining armor? Well Captain fon Ronsenburg is your man. Literally. He prefers being attached to a commander, queen, charge, or leash. Rules are sexy, and he's here to be your loyal dog.
Dark and broody your thing? He's got that too, a whole lifetime of unfair, unjustified angst and suffering he's just waiting for you to fix. Don't worry, though. He's the whole package. Tender, caring, and likely to fall in love with you but keep it private until you order him to spill his desires. Which turns him on.
Oh, did we mention he's a horny slut? Because he is. He wants to take it every possible way, or be told how you want to be taken. And if you make it public or humiliate him a little, well, his lance will be all the happier to see you.
Protecting the innocent, being used by the worthy, and being absolutely sexually exhausted at all times. It's his heroic reward, afterall.
Basch was already like this at home. He's quite experienced in receiving and administering pleasure, particularly of the rougher variety. He's also happy to teach.
Someone teach this man how to relax. He needs it. His palette is rustic and that's a good place to start. If you get him dancing, the gods will smile in your favor.
Someone who roughs him up, tells him what to do, and then sings sweet praises in his ear.
BEER
.02 CLOWNS OR MIMES
NEITHER
.03 SHOWER OR BATH
BATHS ARE HIS GUILTY PLEASURE
.04 PIRATES OR NINJAS
PIRATES, THE ONES HE KNOWS ARE QUITE NICE
.05 TITS OR ASS
GOD YES
.06 COFFEE OR TEA
EITHER
.07 SPICY OR SWEET
EITHER
.08 SUMMER OR WINTER
EITHER
.09 LEATHER OR LACE
BOTH
10. ROUGH SEX OR GENTLE SEX
ROUGH ROUGH ROUGH BUT GET THAT MAN TO ACCEPT GENTLE
ISFJ-T
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Date: 2024-04-26 08:37 pm (UTC)And he feels a little self-conscious at Olivine scanning his room, like the priest can see some truth about him that eludes even Basch. He's not sure why his room is like this but...there's a lot he doesn't understand about social dynamics, too. ]
No, that's alright, I just wanted to tend to any of your needs after...the pools.
[ He does go to retrieve a pitcher of water and two glasses, though, as much to occupy his hands as anything else. The only people he's brought in here are Sylvain and Nami, who he has very clear dynamics with. Now, he feels shyer.
He sets the pitcher on the coffee table, trying not to nervously fidget. ]
Did you want to nap? Talk? I'm satisfied on bathing, but the pool is always warm if you wish to soak.
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Date: 2024-04-27 05:37 pm (UTC)Not that he has no shyness about this, of course. It's a new place, and the reality is they've only had these connections every so often... so it's natural, really. But he's a lot less worried than he was the last time they spoke.]
Well, you've done more than enough for me so far, hehe.
[that doesn't stop him from taking a glass when the blond brings them over, pulling a slow sip of sweet water past his lips.]
I'm not very particular. Though I'm still feeling... a little lingering want from before. [delicately spoken, with an unmistakable touch of pink to his cheeks.] I'd be happy to just lie here with you, and we can decide anything else from there?
[He is absolutely craving that closeness, more than anything else. The lingering want is still there, might perk up later, but for now?]
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Date: 2024-04-29 03:05 pm (UTC)Maybe it's that just lying together sounds so appealing. It's easy, in some ways, to be used for sex. He understands the rules. Has understood them since long before this place. But more intimate touch -- that's still difficult. Even if it's something he cherishes. ]
I would like that [ He admits quietly. He sets down his glass, going to remove the excessive decorative pillows from bed, because that nervous energy still needs somewhere to go. It gives him enough time to steel his nerves, so that when he's done he climbs to lie on the side of the enormous bed, self-conscious even as he opens his arm to Olivine. ]
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Date: 2024-04-29 03:29 pm (UTC)Plus it gives the blond time to set up the bed to his comfort, setting it down when he climbs into the bed and offers a space in an arm. The bed... really is obnoxiously large, isn't it? It takes him a moment, therefore, to get into position—not an unpleasant sight in his current state of dress—before letting an arm drift over the curve of Basch's side. His hands are as warm as ever, expression calm and sweet.]
If anything feels uncomfortable, just tell me. [laughing shyly, Olivine ducks his head and lets it rest on Basch's shoulder.] Mm, this is nice, though.
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Date: 2024-04-29 04:20 pm (UTC)Still, he's mildly surprised when Olivine slides in facing him, warm hand on his side. He knows his face is flushing. This is oddly more intimate than even bathing, perhaps because he has no sense of what he ought to be doing back.
But...it's nice. Gentle body heat, gentle touch. Clean bodies and linens on a safe, private bed. All things that are still so new in his life.
Olivine's head comes to his shoulder, and he shifts to hold him more comfortable, a large, calloused hand lightly stroking his hair. Hesitant, then more confident as Olivine does not pull away or protest. ]
You have yet to make me uncomfortable [ He rumbles against the other's hair. It's true. The discomfort the first time was the situation, not Olivine. ] But it's appreciated. The same to you.
[ This was nice, though. Foreign. Confusing. But nothing about it was threatening or uncomfortable. ]
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Date: 2024-04-29 11:48 pm (UTC)[He's already nuzzling in a little closer as a callused hand draws over his hair, humming gently. It's easy to lapse into silence for a time, taking a moment to just appreciate the way he feels, the way he looks.
This part is, quite plainly, a coveted time for the priest.]
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Date: 2024-04-30 12:17 am (UTC)It's hard to be too concerned, really, with how comfortable it is to have Olivine in his arms. The nervousness is receding with his hands full and busy, even at their gentle pace. He can feel Olivine observing him, and so he stays still and slow.
Memories come, both of the sweet need Olivine showed him today, and of the desperate, needy pleading and moaning he'd given the time before. What, he found himself wondering, was the priest like with nothing interfering?
The thought makes his cock stir lightly. ] I seem to have some lingering want as well, but...I am very content to stay like this.
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Date: 2024-04-30 12:51 am (UTC)it's not on his mind in the least as he works to memorise the shape of the taller man's body, the way he breathes when things are slow and comfortable. by the time the other's cock stirs, his fingers have begun absently tracing patterns over his side, and the words pull a little laugh from him.]
I'm content like this too... but I also wouldn't mind another round. Plus it's... nice to be in private this time.
[a small admission, as his head ducks a little. he'd not change anything if he had the chance to do it again, but... well, early as it was, Olivine had definitely had a time of dealing with the publicity of it.]
There's no rush, in any case, so if you want to do something in a little while we can.
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Date: 2024-04-30 02:10 am (UTC)This is different, too, from what he's used to from home. There was so rarely softness. Just an exchange of fucking, maybe a night of holding the other if he needed it. This is something much softer, and much more open. It awes him some.
Olivine's comment makes his brow furrow slightly. ]
Did that time make you uncomfortable? [ he asks, not noticing the way he holds the other a little more protectively. ]
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Date: 2024-04-30 03:03 am (UTC)Not—uncomfortable, exactly. [his hand rises to curl around the taller man's arm, soothing.] I wasn't as used to being out in the open as I am now, that's all. When I was back home, it was necessary for me to be a lot more... clandestine.
[you know, as a priest. not that he's talked much about that side of his life exactly, but still.]
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Date: 2024-05-01 04:01 pm (UTC)It was the same for me. Necessary Privacy at home, and very unused to this place.
[ He was high-ranking in the military, and the royal guard. Trysts were private, left in the bedroom, kept secret for fear of impact on their duties or reputations. Sometimes because others had a partner at home, too-long away. ]
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Date: 2024-05-02 10:41 am (UTC)[Olivine nods his understanding, the words more militant than he's used to, but he could imagine Edmond must feel the same way. the man's certainly a lot more... reserved than the priest had ended up.]
I've gotten much more comfortable with myself since I met Eiden, but even in the past two years, it's always been on my mind. A priest should be... a very specific type of person, after all.
[an ideology he clearly does not fit. he's far too open, far too human, for that level of perfection. it doesn't seem to affect him as much here though, especially not now.]
So I just realised what I'd done a bit later and it was a little embarrassing then. I wouldn't change having done it.
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Date: 2024-05-03 04:22 am (UTC)[ His voice is distant, in another life time. He'd given everything to become those roles. Time, sweat, tears. His entire life.
Maybe he should miss it more.
He cradles Olivine more closely to him, pressing another kiss to his hair. ]
I didn't know how to talk about what we did, the last time you tried. I...didn't understand yet. I was worried I had done something wrong, and I was embarrassed too. But I wouldn't change it either. I think, now, I would have an easier time enjoying it more thoroughly.
[ The conversation Olivine had wanted the last time, he realized. But it was the truth. He hadn't been ready. ]
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Date: 2024-05-03 11:53 am (UTC)[Olivine's eyes close lightly as Basch presses another kiss to his hair, smile broadening a little as he speaks again. his hand drifts to rest over the taller man's chest, shuffling through hair to come to his heartbeat.
he can understand... basically all of it, after all. the reluctance, the ability to enjoy what this is. going home... will they even be able to? does it matter that much if someone wants to stay?]
I probably pushed the conversation too quickly, too. I'm... honestly, I'm still getting used to how to talk to people, so I didn't realise how you might have felt until we were in the middle of talking. [it may seem like a strange thing for him to say, given the kind of person Olivine is. still, it's true enough.] But... I think I wouldn't mind it again either. Without anything influencing it, preferably.
[it's occurred to him by now that that was at least a decent part of why it bothered Basch, and at least a small part of why it bothered him too. he'd at least felt mostly unaltered, but he has no idea what it was like for the blond.]
... this place has certainly been the source of a lot of learning, hasn't it?
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Date: 2024-05-03 04:52 pm (UTC)I understand not knowing how to talk to people [ He murmurs. He's thankful that this time, it feels easy. Like things are flowing the way they should. ]
I don't...mind influences as much as I first did, but -- I'd rather get to know you without them. If we do more.
[ That really was what it had been. Once he knew who Olivine was and what he liked, it was alright if this place pushed them along or heightened it. Just so he could know if something wasn't okay, or needed more softness to counteract a risk.
Finally he smiles, shaking his head lightly. ] Near constant learning.
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Date: 2024-05-04 11:34 am (UTC)Well... admittedly, most of that was true, too. I... quite enjoy being overwhelmed. I think it's because I usually had to be so... in control, maybe?
[there are other reasons, but he hasn't really registered the possibility of them, honestly.]
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Date: 2024-05-05 08:45 pm (UTC)That's not an uncommon taste, and I can relate. [ Though....he thinks there's more to it for Olivine than that. ] It's alright if you just like things though, even if they are less typical.
[ He's not sure his taste for being lightly humiliated is from life as a guard, or just an inherent part of him. ]
I think that is one good thing about this place. Not much shame about anything.
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Date: 2024-05-06 06:10 am (UTC)[fingers continue their idle soothing over warm skin, nodding agreement.]
That's true. It's a little like Eiden and the clan members were, for me. Just... a safe space to be who we are. At least, I hope it was for them too.
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Date: 2024-05-08 03:09 am (UTC)I had some chance to experiment at home, but -- always in secret. I realize now there was much shame attached to it, and little trust.
[ He smoothes Olivine's hair again, very much reveling in the way intimacy is allowed and appreciated. He...possibly likes this part more than sex, though he doesn't want to choose. ]
For what it's worth, I'm happy to try things for you, so long as I know you want them sober.
[ It hadn't been the tastes that had bothered him. It was the fear that when they both came to, he wouldn't be happy about what they'd done. that hadn't been the case, but he'd still rather discuss it first. ]
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Date: 2024-05-11 01:22 pm (UTC)I'm sorry it was like that for you. I had... mm. Considered things, a few times, but I couldn't get past the idea of needing to keep it all so secret.
[it's harder to ask someone else to also stay quiet, and the situations... hadn't been as positive as they sounded anyway. eyes closing as fingers smooth through his hair, he hums agreement.]
There are very few things I'm not actually interested, so the chances are I'd be happy to. Though—I do try to remain sober, at least going in to things.
[that said, he's not the least bit worried about anything Basch may want to know. it's not at all unlike how he feels about Sylvain—if less intense, naturally, just yet. the thought is comforting, especially after the little stumbles they'd been through.]
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Date: 2024-05-17 03:32 am (UTC)I'm...not always creative. And I can be shy. But if I know you want to try something, or like something, it makes it easier.
[ It's probably the most honest he's been not just about his own tastes, but how he works. ]
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Date: 2024-05-17 05:27 am (UTC)That's fine, too. If you did want to try something different, I'm... sure I can think of plenty, if you asked. But I... most like the feeling of connection, so it doesn't matter much how creative it is.
[it's little more than simple reassurance, but it also just... feels good to say it. he thinks he's probably made it a little confusing in his general enthusiasm, after all.]
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Date: 2024-05-20 05:37 pm (UTC)That I can confidently give you.
[ Which eases some of the lingering worry that he won't be able to fulfill the other's needs, so why offer himself? ]
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Date: 2024-05-20 07:50 pm (UTC)[fingers find Basch's to entwine them, thumb brushing over the other's skin. Funny how neither man realised that maybe the other was feeling just as awkward for similar reasons.]
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Date: 2024-05-21 01:18 am (UTC)It is. I'm glad we reconnected and got to speak again.
[ Which is maybe... a light euphemism for holding a man in his bed after stroking them off together, but it is what this place is. ]
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